Tired of Feeling Paranoid!

You know what? I'm sick and tired of feeling paranoid. Most times, I struggle with thoughts of losing everything (don't know why), death (don't know why), my friends thinking ill of me (don't know why)... what is all this for? I mean, I know that I have been told countless times by friends and my current male companion that I am beautiful and that I am a remarkable woman who they love spending time with... that I'm funny... so, why do I feel this way? Can anyone relate???
ishismaiden ishismaiden
36-40, F
1 Response Aug 22, 2007

Like when people tell you something but you still can't believe it? My parents and friends tell me all the time that I do well at things, but I am always critical of myself and think they are just being nice to me. They all lie..