I Value Friendships
I had a friend here in my previous account.We got along very well and had a lot in common .We used to chat till mid night for hours and hours.Time used to run away when she used to be online and EP felt like a heaven,,i mean i got so much addicted to EP that i would log into whenever i could. and this was all because she used to be there with me.She is very very sweet,considerate and humble.U know i ve been a loner all my life but when she came, things started to get better for me.But one day as we were chattin ,she got the impression that i was hitting on her.Let me tell u what happened.I had been chatting with her so fondly that i wanted to see how she looks like but she hadn't uploaded any pic of hers,,so i used to think about how does she look like and my this curiosity led me to ask her about her hair and eyes.I wanted to picture her in my mind but when i asked her about her hair and eyes she felt as if i had started flirting with her so she just went silent and didn't respond.That evening i felt like a worthless piece of trash.I was so angry and frustrated with myself that i punched the wall of my room with my right hand.Unfortunately my hand was already injured a few days ago and when i punched the wall with it,,,it seemed as if i had some serious damage to my hand.I cried in pain.The pain was literally unbearable .My mum got worried and rushed me to the doctor.He took an X RAY and confirmed that the tissues of my thumb and index finger were seriously torn..Here i m now,,sitting with hand all wrapped up with bandages while i m typing with my left hand alone.My hand is hurting seriously but this pain is nothing as compared to the pain that i m feeling in my heart.Now that i don't have her in my friend list i m feeling as if there is no one online here at EP and that i m all alone.It sucks.Now i m all alone again as i have been for all my life.My heart and eyes are cryin but i am not letting tears have their way.Its 6 in the evening now and I have not eaten anythin today and i don't feel like too.I m just very sad and angry at myself.I know that she will never send me a friend request again coz she doesn't know that i m back here at EPand is probably disgusted with me.But i want to get her back as my sweet friend.I miss the way she used to call my name.There used to be so much affection in her talk.I want someone to tell her that she was mistaken coz i was not hitting on her and neither was i flirting with her.I just wanted to picture how she looks.Seriously,,i wasn't flirting with u _ _ _ _,,please believe me .I m not that kind of a guy who flirts with every girl around him.I thought u understood me.Would someone tell her that i miss her like crazy and this site is nothing like it used to be when she was around.Please come back,,please,,,,,,,,,,,,
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Age:
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