MY World My Kids

Everyday I wake up in a foul mood, I am sleep deprived and depressed, Sometimes, well alot of the time I have been taking out on the kids.  Just yellingand yelling, breaking down in tears in front of them.  I just feel like running away and leaving it all behind, but everytime I leave my kids even for a few hours I am consumed with loneliness and anxiety, and an overwhelming urge to be punished.  My kids force me to have  alevel head but whne I am alone My imagination is out of control and so are my emotions..

This is how I know how important my kids are to me they are keeping me alive.  I just wish I could remember these feelings when I am tired and they are driving me mad.

travsgirl travsgirl
26-30
Jun 26, 2009