Sometimes

Sometimes I note. There is an an evil in this world, a human made force of pain. Histrionics and narcissists are the farmers of this evil. They are made of it, what you do is never enough, they are always more better, they are always right, you break the rules they never state, they are shinny but false. Lies are their currency. Brats. A law is not only in the reason of a ruler, but may also be in the thing that is ruled. and brats are always sexy, but always confused and evil, the world is always out to get them.

Sometimes they call to you, To touch these in any way is death incarnate, they do not realize the karmic black ho they are, death walks a foot behind them, the run a lot. Their very being creates death, orphan twenty two year old, daddy's daughter who gets paid to spank. five thousand freinds but alone oon the forth of july. Flit from one to the other. Competition turns them on. They are confused and in pain, the term brat is usually applied to a person of a submissive nature who acts up or causes trouble in order to attract attention. This is generally frowned upon as it is classed as topping from the bottom and trying to control the situation. They are a bottom turning into a top.

Some make it stronger, others perpetuate it, all of us have been touched by it. Some cultivate and grow it with selfishness is at its core and fear feeds it, pride makes it stronger and attention fills is frame. It is made of lies, and posturing. Sometimes it touches you without your knowledge and steals into your heart, and then the betrayal begins.

Good is to be done and pursued and evil avoided, but sometimes I walk towards it.

Breathe.
Remember.

Sometimes is not all the time.

Breathe
Remember

A year is enough to know if your fears are true. There is an an evil in this world, a human made force of pain. Histrionics and narcissists are the farmers of this evil. study them and avoid.


jmc132 jmc132
41-45, M
1 Response May 5, 2012

This is so true I had a bf that was a narcissists and my relationship with him was for three long yrs of pain and heartache.......this is something I will always remember and watch for in future men.....I have learned to stay away from them they are no good and think they are the greatest thing God made, always right never wrong.....this is not exceptible in my book. Thx for sharing your story it made me really think.