Hello, recently I found out that my husband of six years had an ongoing affair with his best friends wife! It started while I was eight months pregnant last year and he says that it has been over since july, But I find that hard to believe since we were always hangng out with them up until the time I found out! I am heart broken and don't know if I'll ever trust him again! Or anyone else for that matter, she was also supposedly one of my friends. The first time it happened in my house while I was upstairs asleep with my son and her husband was passed out on my couch! Then hey would sneak and meet up when they said they were going to the gym or to rent movies! I have two kids and so do they! The email chat log I found(how I found out) between them they kept telling eachother how much they loved the other, the words from that chat ring in my head over and over everyday! I keep wondering if I am a fool for staying or if he really deserves a second chance. I keep going back and forth with my feelings. Worst part of it all is that I have no family support! My dad told me it was all my fault and that I wasn't meeting my husbands needs and that I let myself go! When I turned on him for saying that, my mom and siblings topped contacting me as well! I don't know what to do, I feel so lost most days! I work out like crazy now, hardly ever eat and read or do anything i can to keep my mind off of it!