Letting It Out

There is no scream loud or long enough to express the rage, pain and frustration drowning me at this discovery.

My husband is here, cheating on me. I know what you're thinking: Take a number?

I don't know what's worse: the sexual infidelity or the lies he's spread about me to butter up his prospects. I don't know how long I can stay calm enough to write.

I started my own profile to piece together his goings-on in a way it wasn't possible to do before the internet age, to get answers to the cover stories I've been fed for nearly 30 years, to decide if I really want to live the rest of my life in this kind of darkness.

The very first person to welcome me to this site was a man who has several "friends" in common with my husband. This is going to be so much worse than I thought.
HandysWife HandysWife
46-50, F
Jan 9, 2013