What Do I Do Now

I have wrote about my ex but I'll give a brief summary of our story. We were together for 5 years and broke up because he became addicted to drugs and completely changed. A week after we ended it he started dating someone else. Now it's 4 months later and I just found out he's getting married to this girl. I am soo hurt by this. Planning to spend your life with someone only to find out they want to spend theirs with someone else isn't an easy thing to deal with, especially when only 2 weeks ago he told me he loved me. Im so angry at him. My life hasnt been easy and he promised me he would never hurt me but stupid me believed him and now hes hurt me more than anyone ever has. I know he's not worth my tears or thoughts but it's hard to just get over it, I don't know how he could just get over me like I meant nothing. I have been there for him, through hell and back yet he drops me like never meant anything. I don't want to be this girl who's life falls apart over a guy. I want to move and and find love again but I have such bad anxiety and a fear that I won't ever find someone who will love me again, I mean the guy I've been best friends with for 7 years 5 years dating gave up on me so why wouldn't someone else? I just want to forget this all and move on but I don't know how.
Stars889 Stars889
22-25, F
3 Responses Jan 16, 2013

Oh yeah, this hurts when you put so much time and energy into someone and you feel dumped like this. The only thing to consider is the fact that you and him were together for a reason, and now you can learn the warning signals for when a new love comes into your life. You did not waste your time with him, you actually learned something from your experience!!

I agree with KB28. Follow ur heart and nothing will stand in ur way!!!!

He's a coward!!! Thank him for going away!!! You deserve a man who will be by your side.......Girl drugs and a new girl = disaster!!