Outside Of The BloodSince i was young, i always just wanted to be part of a family, sit down at dinner, laugh and talk to each other. But my family never accepted me i don't know why but it hurt, they said some horrible things to me and i can't stand being around them. Being told that you make your mom sick and you should go kill yourself wasn't exactly what i had planned for a happy family.
But someone saved me, i met someone a friend when i was around 14 and thats when i realised that my biological family meant nothing, i now call this person mom, most people think its weird but some people think its great that i found someone to give me what i have always been missing. She makes sure i eat, so homework and she made me turn my life around. I used to do drugs and get drunk and get in all kinds of trouble cause i hated my family and thought i would be stuck with them and there hatred for me. But she helped me through it all and she is the best mom i could of asked for, she is only 5 years old then me, but when i met her and we sat down for dinner i felt like i was at home, i felt like she was the family i should of had and i wouldn't change for anyone. She cares how i do in school and she doesnt even live in the same country as me, my parents here dont even care and they drop me to school everyday. Well only a few more years and hopefully she will come see me and we can live together and i can forget about this so called "family" i have here.
GoBeyondReality 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 Dec 14, 2011