Bad Acid Trip!
I have taken hundreds of ecstasy pills in my time and tried acid, mushrooms, cannabis, speed, anti depressants and coke. I am no stranger to the party scene is what I’m trying to say. One night while having a drink with friends I took pills that had acid in them, I was with people I completely trusted and was at ease with my surroundings. Then after partying all night, there was a fly in the house am I started getting paranoid that it had landed on me and brushing it away (it was not on me). A while later I went to get fly spray from the kitchen and when I lifted the tin it felt sticky and I imagined spiders on it and thru it across the room, I was in on my own so I just picked it up and thought “I’m freaking myself out”. Then when sitting down again I felt something crawl into my ear, it felt so real, I could feel it hear it moving about it was frightening (in my head this was an eerie wig). I ran up the stairs without telling no one and on the way up I put my hand to my ear and saw blood on my hand for a second then it disappeared. I got into a room and kept going towards the mirror to try to see my ear but was so afraid because of what I might see so backing of I was terrified! Then I called my friend up and told him there was something in my ear and he was trying to look while I was shaking my head about completely disturbed ( I could still hear it moving!). he was telling me relax it is the acid it messing with your mind, but I’m my head I KNEW there was something in my ear, I even said to him go get me a drink of water to get him out of the way till I got this thing out, I was saying to him I know it’s the acid but I was lying I wanted him to leave me alone so I could get it out, when he returned to the room I had a metal thing sticking it into my ear I could have done serious damage if he didn’t some back when he did. He said to me you’re frightening me which made me pretend I couldn’t feel this because I could see how frightened he was. I was thinking i’m going to have to phone myself an ambulance to get to hospital (not because of the acid but because of the insect in my ear) but then thinking if I put my mobile to my ear it might be ready to come out and run back in. Eventually I calmed down and the sound and feeling started to go away. I said to my friend about how afraid I had been and he told me he thought I was going to be one of “those” people who were never the same again, he thought it was going to mess my head up forever because it was that disturbing. Hours later when I was coming down and got to the point where u can feel emotion again, I broke down in tears thinking of what ifs and how afraid I had been. This experience changed me for the better, I am not going to lie I do take ecstasy on occasions but I limit myself and make sure I am always in control. I take drugs now about once every 5 months in compassion to every weekend all weekend. My advice to anyone would be if someone is on a bad acid trip do NOT leave them alone, they can lie to you telling you to leave them they will stop “freaking out” if their left alone but do not leave! I could have done myself some serious damage and not I totally understand how people kill themselves on drugs and during bad trips.