It Always Gets Turned Around

I just gave my so called partner all of the money that I had been saving up for christmas.  I feel guilty now when I eat - cause he's buying the food, I feel guilty now if I was to have one of his smokes.  I feel guilty for wanting us to go out. (We have been out for 6 months) (and I'm even talking about going fishing).  I have gotten to the point where I hate Men.  Men have got no idea.....
drowningbutterfly drowningbutterfly
36-40, F
Jun 3, 2007