I Dont Know If It Will Ever Happen

But i know no matter what happens im working on myself to improve myself for whatever comes @ me in the future . I guess i have a no tolerance approach to me now ... I think it needs to be more toned down because im never gonna be able to have a real relationship If i can  just throw everything away and not think anything about it . All i know is  I want to make myself  get to the point to where im not doing everything to impress him im doing it for my own well being ...And to an extent i think i am  im doing it because i want to go to OVW .  But i also want to be able to Tell him  This is what i did to improve myself ...and like ive said before I dont want to take Gods will into my own Hands I want it to be His hands that send me back to him . So i dont know ...We shall see what happens.

starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
26-30, F
Mar 16, 2007