I Walked Away From My Partner ...

I walked away from my partner 15 months ago. He was an alcoholic and it was becoming harder and harder to cope with his drinking, and are financial troubles were not getting any easier with him spending £20 a day on alcohol. It took me a long time to reach the decision and even then it was the hardest thing i've ever had to decide to do because i still loved him completely, and still do-i think i always will. it was just becoming too hard to watch him destroy himself and not be able to do a thing to change it. after i left we still kept in touch, almost everyday on the phone, he understood why i walked away from him. but 20 days after i left him he jumped infront of a train and killed himself. my emotions are still so mixed as to how i feel about what i did and the consequences of that.
trixabell trixabell
26-30, F
1 Response Jun 6, 2007

if i knew that i would feel how i do now i would NEVER have walked away because how i feel 4 ******* years later is so much more pain than i felt when i was with lindsay.