i do wanna be adored. i've spent my whole life doing the adoring. looking after people, from my younger siblings to partners and parents. none of it was appreciated. i feel like it's my turn to be looked after. i still have 3 kids and my partener to look after. but i enjoy it most of the time. i just want my partener to adore me as i adore him, i want him to notice me and spoil me. buy me flowers or whatever. i know he loves me but sometimes i feel like i could run through the house naked and he wouldn't bat an eyelid.