Im Lost

Im 24 years old im a single mom im so lost i cant encourage my self to do good. I have everything until i move country to start a new life. Im trying to finded a job ive apply for so many jobs and no good news. Im giving up i cry every night thiinking about what happened to me and how people always hurt me. spend my life helping others and not once think about myself it makes me sad not because i spend all my money on people in need but it because i help anothers but i cant even help myself. Every night i cry before i go to sleep very time i look at my daugther i cry everytime im alone i cry. My reading and writing is not good it the only thing im not good at. I try to talk to family but they give me advice they cant keep them selfs and always tell me to do this and this and when i do it they tell me off so i dont get it and i have no choice i stay with this ppl. I hate it. I have no friends no brothers or sisters here with me i cant contact my family coz it never enough money to topd up i have to think about my daugther first. Im heartbroken sad weak confuse lost. Im very unlucky. I dont know how to start living my life. Still have hope.