Sometimes I Feel Cuts

It's very subtle at first.. Its what makes me want to self harm.. mostly on my legs. Lots on my legs and my stomach.. a lot on my sides.. .sometimes its very subtle.. other times it feels like I may as well be cutting myself by myself.. my whole body starts to feel on fire as if crying for help. It makes me want to cut back sometimes just because it feels like someone feels it. I never do though. I just take a deep breath rub lotion on myself and lay in bed holding a pillow as if a small weeping child until I fall asleep.
shottohead42 shottohead42
18-21, F
Jan 18, 2013