Ghost Of You By Mltr

This song is Ghost Of You by Micheal Learn To Rock. I broke up with my ex-gf almost 4 months now.
Though I don't contact her in any forms for almost 2 months now, she's still in the corner of my mind.
Today my friend posted an old interview of everyone in my group including my ex-gf (except me, as a gift for me).
The questions in the interview were random. They are about anything. It was such a good memory...
The saddest part is when they interview my gf... I miss those old moments... I miss those old memories...
I think I'm strong enough to hold my tears, but I'm not strong enough to know anything about her or to recall those old memories.
She's like a ghost that is with me almost all the time. It's like she's always there behind me telling me to think of those memories...
Every single line in this song describes my feeling so well...

Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I walked on through
With my heart in one

Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you

How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am


I've been trying to release you
To get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase



Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
[The ghost of you]
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
[The ghost of you]
I've given up I just can't find it
[The ghost of you]

Everytime I look away I see
The ghost of you 
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Apr 19, 2011