Please Help Me

Thanks, well here's the whole story:First Story:This guy used to like me and I never really thought of him like "that" and then we became friends and he told me he liked me and by that stage I liked him too, but I didn't say anything. I eventually went with my friend to talk to him and she randomly told him in the middle of her sentence that I liked him. I blushed but nobody said anything and then my friend said that we would make such a cute couple, but all he did was shake his head and said we were just friends. He still liked me, but never asked me out or anything. We hung out all the time, but after a few weeks, he started drifting away and he started playing soccer at breaks with his guy pals. I watched him play and he'd occasionally come over and say hi, but that was it.A few weeks later at a party the guy I like, my friend who told him that I like him, and I were sitting in the basement playing truth or dare because the party got really hot and we were tired. So my friend asked me who I liked and I blushed and I said him, but when she asked him he said a different girl. From that day he stopped playing soccer and started hanging out with the other girl that he said he liked.Second StoryI was just normally chatting to my friend (a different one) on skype and he asked me who I like. I said someone and he was okay with that, but it made me start to think about him again, I mean there hasn't been a single day that I haven't thought about him, but now I can't sleep and I feel like crying and why are boys so cruel and he was the first ever person to like me ever since I got achne and now he's gone and he didn't even ask me out. (two people have liked me when i was younger, but one cheated on me for my sister and the other only liked me when I was in kindergarden and both times I didn't have achne) I'm ugly and I'm not just saying that, my hair is frizzy and poofy and my parents won't let me flat iron it and I have achne (level 3) and my face is red all the time plus I'm not allowed to wear makeup.I really liked him and I haven't seen him in like five weeks and I miss him so badly! I can't get him out of my head and its driving me nuts! I dont even care if he askes me out or not, I just want my friend back. I'm crying now, so I'll stop typing.
MiaMooMoo MiaMooMoo
13-15, F
3 Responses Jan 10, 2013

Hhhmmm .....
in each well lived problem calmly careful though not easy.

I'm sorry you're so sad. You are very young, and just starting to live your life. I know it's hard right now, but it will get better. You are starting to learn about people and love and relationships - and about yourself. But it is just the beginning. You sound like a friendly, sweet and sensitive person, so trust that you will find someone who loves you for that. Give it time. Let yourself grow up a bit more, meet new people, learn, and love.

And I know what it's like to hate how you look. That too can change with time. But I also know it's hard to wait. Are your parents helping you with acne treatments? Have you looked around online for how girls with similar hair are cutting and styling it, besides using a flat iron?