It's Starting To Drive Me Insane!!Quite literally, I feel like I'm about to turn into a total lunatic over this whole baby thing! I lost a baby 4 and a half years ago. Ever since, I have wanted to try for another one. My other half is on the fence about it and has been ever since we lost the last one.
After all this time and being told that he may not be ready for another 8 years, I feel like I'm about to lose my mind... Literally! I've started thinking about ways that I could "accidentally" fall pregnant... And I know that's a horrible thing to do and I don't think I would go through with something like that but I've had the thoughts and for moments, I have seriously considered going through with it! I don't want to be the girl that traps the man with a child... I want him to be in the same place that I'm in about it, but I don't know how much longer I can wait.