The Desire of My Heart
I want to have a baby very badly. I just turned 30 and I have been married for over four years now. My husband has a 17 year old son. I really want to have a baby girl. We have been trying to get pregnant ever since we got married. I went to see my doctor, sent to a gynaecologist and all he did was give me fertility drugs. I told him that the effects were too strong for me and he basically told me that I won't likely get pregnant without them.
I am just curious as to how he came to this conclusion since I had never even had a physical examination.
Right now I am on day 33 of my cycle, I always start to feel a little hopeful, I am not getting any younger. I would really like to have a baby girl. I had a dream a year ago that I was holding a baby girl, this baby was mine. I could see her face and feel her skin, it was so real. I believe I will get my baby girl but it is hard to wait.