No One Gets It :/
Im only 18 and am dieing to have a baby. I know I am very young to en be thinking abut it and I know to some people it just seems wrong but I cant help how I feel. Im on birth control, the implanon, which is said to be 99.9% effective. Sometimes though I wish it didnt work just so that it would happen but I couldnt be blamed for my implanons failure. I am in a serious relationship of 3 years and am very much in love with my other half, but he just doesnt understand the way I feel, no one does and it is very difficult at times as I have nobody to turn to. I just dont understand why it would be so awful to have a baby. I know I am young and people say I need to live my life but I feel as if I wouldnt be missing out, I feel like the time is right for me. Its not like it would be unfair to the child as I know we would work out a way to financially support ourselves and the baby. But also I would love that child like nothing else in this world! I would care for that baby in every way possible and would not let it want for anything. So tell me why is it so bad for me to want this, and why does nobody get it?!?