My husband and I have been trying to start a family now for 8 months and unfortunatley I have had 2 miscarraiges. The second even more devistating than the first. It seems since we have started this journey that everyone around me is suddendly having babies and with such ease.
It makes me have these horrible feelings of envy and jealousy,when I should be happy for my friends. Why can they have it so easy yet, for my husband and I life is and has been so much harder. UG.
I know cry me a river!! I hate feeling like this, sorry for myself. I feel very out of control.
I just want to have a baby, and start our family.