Desperately Wanting

I'm 22 years old an some of you will probably just think I'm too young.

At 15 and 19 years old I gave birth to two beautiful girls, first at 19 weeks and second at 21+3 weeks.

In the last 15 months I have had 3 miscarriages before 12 weeks.

I am so desperate to have a baby. I have been broody since I was 14, and I know I am ready to start a family.

I work full time, with various qualifications to my name but nothing would fulfil my life more than having my own little family.

Its getting me down so much. I feel that I am made to be a mother but having found out I have a heart shaped uterus, there is a massive chance I will never have a successful pregnancy. It aalso means I could have twins, but low chance of any baby surviving. :(
Jodym134 Jodym134
22-25, F
3 Responses Dec 1, 2012

miscarriage is not completely dependent on woman's body , it has a lot to do with guy's seed too...keep trying :)

I'm not depressed It just gets me down.

You need to see a doctor and work out the issues you have. You clearly need mental help and work past you depression. A baby will not fix you