I Want A Baby!
I am 20 going on 21 years old and all I can think about is how bad i want a baby. I am in a loving relationship with my boyfriend of two years. I have been living with him for about one year now. I recently got a new job that is paying me alot more than my other job. I know how much it will cost me to have a baby, I know its alot of money, but I have been saving for some time now and also my boyfriend has good insurance from his job. He also has a good paying job. I just want to get married first, but my boyfriend thinks that we should have a baby first to see if we will last together and then down the line if we are still together, we will get married. But at this point all I know is that I want a family with him because I love him alot. At the same time I have many mixed emotions about all of this because he recently got promoted and is now a store manager and I just keep seeing less and less of him. Also, when he does come home, hes very tired and just sleeps alot, which is understandable because he works long hours. Also, if we do decide that we want a baby, we sould have to move to a bigger apartment because we only have a one bedroom so we would need a two bedroom, but we would have some time to get that. At the end of the day, I know in my heart that I want a baby with this man because I truely believe that I am ready and that he is my soulmate. Can someone give me some advice?