I Have No One

I always convince myself that a close friend is my "best friend" for something so little that they do for me. Mostly because I don't think anyone else better will come along, so I just hope that they think of me as their best friend too. But that never happens, with me anyway. I'm always a second choice to those friends that i put first, and I've accepted that, I just wish it didn't have to be that way. All the friends I've had that I've tried to get close to leave me right when I need them the most. Or I just feel so lonely even if we're sitting in the same room together. I watch all my other friends hang out, act like siblings, vent,and hug their hearts out with their best friends and I just sit here alone. It just sucks.
kelbabes kelbabes
Jun 18, 2012