My Brother / Sister / Bff ! I Miss You !

I know that you can not replace a great friend in your life , However you can find a new one. Please dont get me wrong i have friends , However i am looking for that best friend . someone to go shopping with , to talk with , to vent to , to get thier advice and give me thier oppinion even when i dont want it. I wanna go get pedis and mani's . I am a straight woman and mother of 9 kids . I am getting married for the 2cnd time and even tho my bff brother has been gone for 4 yrs now , I tried to call him when my future hubby proposed . all i could think is Paul (Paula) has to help me plan this and do my makeup so i am Fab ...........
I use to love going to all his drag performances ! I hope that you understand i need you in my life , I miss all the things having a transgender bff (male to female) in my life . I catch my self channel surfing and watching Rue paul and thinking oooh paula would so think she is hot ..... If you are in my area and looking for someone who aint gonna hit on your love , but wanna chill and just have someone to talk to I'm here , Looking for you too!