Bestiez 4 Life

I have always dreamed of having a group of best friends for life but it never seems to come true for me. i remember at school in June, for 2 WEEKS , I felt sooooo lonely because i didn't have a best friend. I would watch others being sooo happy and I was missing out on it. I always try to make new friends but for some reason, my mind goes blank and I have no idea what to say at all. I have one friend to hang out with, but I think we both envy other groups of BFF's. I hope one day this changes.