"We Want What We Can't Have"

"We always want what we can't have" It seems like that quote is always popping around in the most awkward of times. This is probably hopeless, but I just want to have a boyfriend that is actually decent, someone I can trust, and someone who can make me laugh even when I don't want to. Honestly I don't get along with most girls, and dudes because they end up talking behind my back. I just want a boyfriend. Is that to much to ask for?