Living For Something Who's Not Coming. Should I Just Live Like A Ghost ?Whitout the feeling of love in my whole self, i don't feel like i'm alive, i'm looking at myself in a mirror and i look like a ghost who is missing a soul.
It's almost as if I was born with love since I felt love in love at first sigh when I was 10 years old and I felt reborn. It's like I died since i'm not in love anymore.
Everyday I wish I had a boyfriend. Everyday I create a fake boyfriend in my head and I look everywhere: in the streets, in the metro, at my job, while shopping if the guy i'm looking for wouldn't be there. I wish I could find someone who could make my heart beat faster, my whole face getting red because i'm blushing, my brain becoming full of thinking about him, who could take me out of my coffin and get back my human being to life.