It seems to be the best kept secret that the whole world is in on but me :(. Im not going to be self deprecating because Im a not a bad guy. That said, even ugly, ignorant, lazy, abusive men who are sexually insufficient seem to find someone who falls deeply in love with them. But maybe that where I've gone wrong, women SAY they want a good man, but maybe love is more powerful than what a man can develop himself to be. I'm 36 now and all my life its elluded me. At school girls always said I was the cute one but they wouldn't date me, at university the hottest girls (with boyfriends) liked me, at work I was voted the most desired man 2 years running - but these girls would chase me till we have sex then go back to their abusive ex's. Girls don't dig me as much these days but either way its never made a difference. Love is everywhere why can't I have some?