Can't Get Over My ExMy ex and I are still extremely close friends. I see him practically every day. We broke up months ago, and he is very very wrong for me. Somehow, though, I find myself putting on an act with him where I pretend to be happy for him when he's finding new girls. He just had sex with this girl that he barely knows and I got to hear all about it and all the other girls he has crushes on (yay.) I miss the way things used to be before he got out of control... or maybe his "control" during the time when I fell for him was just an act to get me to like him? Whatever it was, it worked. And I miss him. The way he used to be, that is.
So, why I want a boyfriend: I want to get over him. I want him to be my friend but I want someone who genuinely is the person I thought that he was. My problem is that this "person" is too perfect to exist... and nobody is interested in me anyway.
scg2006 19-21, F 19 Responses 4 Dec 17, 2006