I have less than three months till my 22 birthday and I have never had a boyfriend. "How does this happen," one may ask. Well, in middle and high school I was never really aloud to have one. I come from a fairly conservative household. Im pretty sure guys liked me back then. Fast forward to college....I dont know what happened.
I went away for college with full intent of finding a great guy and having one of those cute future stories that starts a little something like this, "Yeah, we met in college." hmmmm, I guess its not meant to be. I will be graduating soon and still see no guy in sight. I have or should I say had confidence, of course everyone has their insecurities, but this is beginning to way on a girl's ego.
Im beginning to ask the questions, "What's wrong with me; is it my weight, is it my height; am I just plain ol' ugly?" I just wish someone would tell me already, maybe I can fix it. I am not the settling type so its probably my too high standards...but then again no ones knocking at my door for a date. I want a boyfriend; I want the experience. I feel Im getting older and it would probably only get harder when Im in the "real world" with no dating experience of any kind.
They say put yourself out there and send out positive approachable vibes. I did and still nothing. They also say it will happen when you least expect it...they're probably right, because I definitely expected it to happen by now. Should I not want a boyfriend while putting myself out there so a guy will magically appear? Im confused.
I probably will be single forever.