This Goes Along With the Fi...

This goes along with the first question. I have been single for three years and I am getting to the point where I am feeling lonely and quite helpless about it. As I said, I seem to sabotage my relationships without knowing that I am even doing it. I find out when things blow up in my face and I am once again alone!

I am too the point I am considering seeking professional help for this cause it is causing me to feel very depressed, no hopeless yet but so close I feel I am barely hanging on by a thread. It scares me to death that I could slip into something a lot more serious. I have battled with depression, anxiety and panic attacks before and soo do not want to go that route again.

Funny how it all seems to come back to having a relationshipwith someone. Boyfriend, husband or even just best friends!!!

starfly starfly
26-30, F
Aug 5, 2007