I Want a Boyfriend...

Never had one...want to know what it feels like...to be loved, to be wanted, to be the only one someone else thinks about. I know that as I get older it will get harder but I don't want to "just get it over with"...until now no one has shown interest in me and the few ones who have were either totally not my type or really far away (like...countries far)! Now I'm just feeling vulnerable that's why I'm sharing this story. It sucks to feel that no one cares...even if they do, no one shows you that they care. It sucks.

ungood ungood
22-25, F
4 Responses Feb 11, 2009

I'm sure there is someone out there for you. Be carefull though, despite what society (definatly romcoms) will have you believe having a boyfriend doesn't make all your problems go away and won't nessisary make you feel complete. It may actually cause you more problems. I think we often overlook or forget about a lot of people that care about us. I find it's also true that love will find you when you least expect it.

if it helps i care..thanks for sharing your story

Thank you for your comments. They really made me feel better! I now realize (again) that he'll come when he's supposed to come. I think I'm too influenced by romantic movies =P<BR>The tip on giving an old friend a phone call was a good idea...I think I'll definitely do that especially because I think that the main part of my current worry has to do with my present friends not being there for me. So I'll try talking to someone I haven't talked to in a while. Thanks =)

I agree completely there is someone out for you and it always seems that whenever you arent looking for someone they will just appear. They may even be right under your nose! My fiance and highschool sweetheart was that goofy boy that was in alot of my classes that always made me laugh. We became best friends and that boy that i never would have thought of as a romantic option became one to me. Dont give up there is someone out there for you and in the mean time until you find him it will make life a lot more fun if you try to hang out with someone that you enjoy their company! Good luck!