Never Going To Quit.
I've been trying to kick the habit for almost a year now, and I'm just barely 18.. but for me, my cigarette is more than my nicotine addiction. My cigarette is company. It's a friend. when you are stressed out, and you need to get away from somthing, it calms you down. its your away time when you take a cigarette break. its somthing that gives you a time out to just think and mull things over. when you walk, it provides that extra company to make you feel less alone. it gives you somthing to think about when you watch the beautiful grey smoke wift into the air. everything about it is beautiful ommitting the way the smoke is so sticky and clings to clothes and furnature. A cigarette is like a close friend. Which is why I can't seem to quit.