I Need a Freaky Friend
I'm self employed, well educated, strong personality athletic and good looking, I'm on my 30's and all my friends talk very high about me, but for some reason I'm totally obsessed with the guy I'm dating because he is the only man who has never said "you are beautiful". I don't want to sound boring, this is just and example for you lovely freaky friends to see it: I walk into a room and everyone stares at me with appreciating eyes. My boyfriend? I can walk on lyngerie in front of him, he doesn't even throw me a flirty eye. I even started to take pole dancing classes to call his attention. He doesn't give a f...
Once I ask him, do you think I'm pretty, he said "I wouldn't be with you if you wouldn't" Stab right on my selfsteem, and I doing it to my self for asking. Now, this is freaky? Am I a freak?, a woman like me, cause I know who I am is looking for the approval of an insensitive *******. I stay there letting him humilliate me.
I just want a man who wants me badly (sexually), I have a lot of fantasies I don't see me achieving with him, he just don't want to do them... and I'm obsessed with this man who act s so cold in bed.