I have grown to reserve my every thought to myself more now. I used to blab whatever I was feeling at that moment, but sometimes people would blab to others and then my thought would b announced to the whole freakin world. I was a good friend to all of my friends, don't understand why I keep on feeling betrayed. I used to have soooo many friends then it just got out of hand. I have become a homebody more so now. I am happy and my husband is a great guy but some times I need to release my thoughts. I would like to love To have that through here. I am always a good listener also.