Is There Anyone

I know a lot of people. You can't live in a small town for as long as I have and not know nearly everyone. But I don't really KNOW them. I don't really have any friends at all. I talk to everyone and they all talk to me, but not about important stuff. I have no one to talk to in the middle of the night when all the walls come crashing down. There is no one that I can hang out with. I never realized just how much of a loner I actually am. I think that, subconsciously, I am that way on purpose. I need to change that. I need to let someone get close to me. I need to quit pushing people away.
silvertears silvertears
31-35, F
3 Responses Aug 9, 2007

Ditto Deb, and thank you very much for your friendship.

Thanks Deb and Tumblindice. It is an honor to know two such wonderful people. It is an honor to have good friends for once in my life.

I agree with Deb and she has been great. I am relatively new at EP and she has been supportive and friendly and someone I would be honored to call a friend. I have also read your stories silvertears and your comments and I would be honored to call you my friend.