***Well I've never had one and I'm not proud of that. I will be 20 next summer and I've haven't had one yet. It makes me feel immature or like a minor. I have had like a million crushes but most of the time I'm not good enough or else I'm too shy. I could really use someone to spend time with and feel close to. Someone beside just friends.***
This story sucks. I hate stories like this. This is not who I am anymore. I don't need your pity people, I believe in myself now. I have changed since I wrote this story. Hakuna Matata baby!