Friends Who Love Me

I always imagined what it would be like to have a group of true friends. In my mind they were all female, and all of them got me. But that wont ever be. People can't tolerate me for too long. I accept that now, for what it's worth. I've managed to get this far without anybody, so maybe I don't really need anyone else at all. So why do I still want it? Maybe that fear of falling and having nobody to catch me is just too much.