No More Fillers

Despite my shy and quite demeanor, I've never had trouble with people liking me and over the years I've realized that my friends column has been getting smaller and shorter.  I can gloat alittle and say that I'm an overall really nice person, sweet and compassionate.  Lately, I've seen that my "friends" take advantage of that....I'm never one to say 'no' to a simple favor or a ride home or a dollar here and there....and they know that.  So, in turn, they use me and whenever the time comes that I am the one that needs help....my "friends" are no where to be found.  So, I have lost desire to even try to make friends...over the years they've just become filler and I don't consider people to be my friends, in fact, I don't take the time to even try and it's gotten so bad that I don't even talk to people anymore.  I've gone through a whole semester in college w/o people even knowing my name.  Unfortunately, I have found comfort in not being noticed.

btgrad05 btgrad05
22-25, F
Feb 25, 2009