The Only Thing I Miss About High School

One afternoon, my friend and I were upstairs in my bedroom working on our homework. I left the room to use the bathroom, and when I came back, I was horrified to see that he had looked under my mattress and found some of my j/o material....Pictures of girls in lingerie and underwear that I'd cut out of Sears catalogs and taped to pages of a small notebook, complete with imaginary bios and other statistics that I'd made up, much of which made it obvious that I enjoyed sexual fantasies of a very masochistic nature!

Well, the homework was forgotten. My friend qiizzed me about my self-pleasuring habits ( thankfully leaving alone my interest in S&M ). I couldn't deny anything....I'd been caught red-handed! One thing led to another, and eventually my friend suggested that we should jerk each other off, just once, to see how it felt to have someone else do it to us. I politely admitted that it might be nice to do, sometime, not expecting it to go any further. But, to my horror, he wanted to do it right then and there! I tried to say no, but my friend could be insistent when he wanted to be. I was terrified at the time of doing anything of a homosexual nature, and I was also terribly embarassed by my very small penis. I didn't want to do this!

But, he browbeat me into giving in, at least partly. My idea was that if I jerked him off, he would be happy and would gladly forget about doing the same to me, and he would never see how small my d*** is! And so he ended up on my bed, his pants around his ankles, and he was looking at a copy of Playboy that I had hidden somewhere else. I remember that day like it was yesteday! I had his c*** in my hand and I stroked it to full hardness, then stroked the full lenghth up & down until he erupted all over my hand! And I loved it! He had a wonderful c***, about 6 1/2 inches, nice and thick, and best of all, he wasn't circumcised!

He was very upset when I reneged on the other half of our deal, to my surprise. In fact, he was so angry that he insisted that if I wasn't going to let him do the same to me, then I owed him a "penalty"....which was, he said, that I should jerk him off several more times! If his c*** had been even just a little closer to mine in size, maybe I would have dropped my pants for him....but, no, I was too embarassed! And so, that was how I became my friend's "j/o slave" for the remainder of our senior year of high school.

And I still re-live those wonderful moments often, in my mind. And oh, how I would love to be with my friend again, only this time to enjoy a mutual j/o session. Or two. Or twelve!

Was my friend bisexual? I don't know. Am I? Yes, most definitely, although I didn't realize it back then. I do enjoy the "best of both worlds"! But, to any guy out there who is "curious" about having a j/o buddy, I say, don't worry about definitions, or whether you're gay, straight, or in-between. Just relax and enjoy the acts and the fantasies. Like the lady said in response to another guy, maybe you're just really sexual! Enjoy!
Tommy412qq Tommy412qq
56-60, M
1 Response May 15, 2012

Quite right, forget the labels and the guilt trips and go for it. I know I wish I had less of a guilty attitude earlier in life but, as they say, you live and learn.