I Want a Lesbian Girlfriend
When I enter college I don't have friends. They just look at me and I know it's really awkward. I know what's on their mind, it's "EWWWWW!!". You cannot please someone to like you. One time in our laboratory class, there is a girl who is smart (she's not my type). Were having a problem solving (codes) and I don't know how to start. I ask her for guidelines, but she don't know. It's time to pass the answer, she is the first one who got the correct answer. I felt I'm betrayed. Why she didn't tell me the truth, that she don't want to help me, I will understand her atleast she's honest. Because I'm alone and lesbian, they underestimate me.
From that time, I always go to library to have self study. I tell my self that someday I will be like or highest than them. What I said gives me inspiration to study hard. Due to my effort, I learn a lot. I'm ready now...
What I do first is I perfect all my answers. Sometimes, I did not perfect it but I'm the highest one. My classmates began to talk to me. The next thing I did is I began expressing my opinion. Even if I'm totally a lesbian, my opinion are for all the races. I understand straight girls or boys, gay or lesbian, I'm in the middle. Why? Because all of us have many differences and you cannot judge them. I understand and listen to them. I make my opinion balance and equal to all. My classmates began to like me and other classes too. Even if they like me, I don't get advantage to them because if you do something stupid they will not trust you anymore. Remember when we choose being a lesbian, we already created a bad image in society. So don't make some stupid things and respect them.
Here we go, they are talking bad things about lesbian or gay. Of course it hurts me and I'm really mad. I calm myself and answer them.
"I know it's unacceptable but this is not a disease that can be cure easily. I cannot force myself to like a guy. I only like girls (straigth girls not lesbian). I cannot force you to believe me. You have your on opinion and I have mine. Were different and I know me more than all of you. I understand that you care for me but I can handle myself and you cannot change my mind."
After that, they are trying again to change my mind. There are also guys who admire me but I make my first move. I just said, "Sorry, I cannot entertain you. I only like girls. I just want you to be my friend only." Years passed, they already accept me for being "ME". I have a lots of friends (boys or girls). I'm always honest to them and they know my attitude. I care for all of my friends and they are comfortable with me. Like I'm commenting about how they dress up so that it's not rude in front of a guy, their perfume if it is smell bad or not, give advice and help them on their problem, and many more...
If you want to gain respect from the other people start respect yourself. Don't get advantage on any girls so that they will comfortable and make friends with you. Respect their opinions. Be true to them. Don't make stupid things that will make them mad. Remember that it's really hard to gain their trust especially for those who are against us.
From that time, I always go to library to have self study. I tell my self that someday I will be like or highest than them. What I said gives me inspiration to study hard. Due to my effort, I learn a lot. I'm ready now...
What I do first is I perfect all my answers. Sometimes, I did not perfect it but I'm the highest one. My classmates began to talk to me. The next thing I did is I began expressing my opinion. Even if I'm totally a lesbian, my opinion are for all the races. I understand straight girls or boys, gay or lesbian, I'm in the middle. Why? Because all of us have many differences and you cannot judge them. I understand and listen to them. I make my opinion balance and equal to all. My classmates began to like me and other classes too. Even if they like me, I don't get advantage to them because if you do something stupid they will not trust you anymore. Remember when we choose being a lesbian, we already created a bad image in society. So don't make some stupid things and respect them.
Here we go, they are talking bad things about lesbian or gay. Of course it hurts me and I'm really mad. I calm myself and answer them.
"I know it's unacceptable but this is not a disease that can be cure easily. I cannot force myself to like a guy. I only like girls (straigth girls not lesbian). I cannot force you to believe me. You have your on opinion and I have mine. Were different and I know me more than all of you. I understand that you care for me but I can handle myself and you cannot change my mind."
After that, they are trying again to change my mind. There are also guys who admire me but I make my first move. I just said, "Sorry, I cannot entertain you. I only like girls. I just want you to be my friend only." Years passed, they already accept me for being "ME". I have a lots of friends (boys or girls). I'm always honest to them and they know my attitude. I care for all of my friends and they are comfortable with me. Like I'm commenting about how they dress up so that it's not rude in front of a guy, their perfume if it is smell bad or not, give advice and help them on their problem, and many more...
If you want to gain respect from the other people start respect yourself. Don't get advantage on any girls so that they will comfortable and make friends with you. Respect their opinions. Be true to them. Don't make stupid things that will make them mad. Remember that it's really hard to gain their trust especially for those who are against us.
By:
cath24
Age:
22-25
,
Transgender
