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I Want...

I want to cuddle up beside you on the couch and tell you about my day, let you tell me about yours.

I want to watch movies with you and play video games with you and be a complete goofball with you.

I want to have pillow-fights and tickle-fights and wrestle around on the floor like puppies; then kiss you long and slow, make love with you in every room in every way.

I want to lay still and listen to your heart beat.

I want to map out every inch of your skin with my fingertips and tongue, memorize every taste and texture, every bend and dip and shape and angle.

I want you to be mine completely, and I want to be yours just as completely.

I want to wrap myself up in your clothes or bury my face in your pillow and just inhale the scent of you.

I want to wrap my arms around you and cling like I never plan to let go.

I want to hold your hand in public, show you off.

I want to tell you my every longing and secret and belief and hear yours in return, each of us knowing that nothing we say will make the other love us less.      

I want to snuggle myself as close as I possibly can to you, entwine my legs with yours, and listen to the wind howl on a cold winter night, knowing I am safe and warm.

I want to come to you with my tears, feel your fingers gently wipe them away, feel your arms around me. I want to be there for you if you ever need the same comforts.

I want to love, and to know that I am loved.

I want to know who you are, and where you are, and when we will finally meet.  
InvariableAlteration InvariableAlteration 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 13, 2010

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I met this guy on Zoosk because I wanted to meet some guy, so bad. I met guys on there before. Everytime, I met a guy on there, they were who said they were, but I was never attracted to them, so it would hurt their feelings, when I turned them away. I met guys on there and I didn't like them because they were to needy and showed their muscles all the time and I don't like it. I would travel to see these guys and they would do anything to do me, but I wouldn't let them Do that because I knew they were not good guys. They had sexy ladies on their wall and I don't approve of it. One guy had a sexy Angel on their back half fire and half Heaven, so I don't like that all. I don't prove a **** at all. I had an exboyfriend into ****, so I hate it. Then I was searching on Zoosk met another guy online. We knew each other three years, but getting intimate with him ruined it all. Then I met the guy I am talking to right now. He lives twenty four hours away from me. We started talking this year on Thanksgiving time. I was so thankful to hear his voice again. We talked about his ex girlfriend wanting money from his mom, but I didn't know he had a child with her because he didn't tell me because he didn't want to loose me and I said I don't want a man that has children because the drama and that is judgmental. We talked about his whole past. I told him my whole past too. We both have done drugs in the past. We both have drank in the past. He is seven years older than me. I don't want to tell you his whole life story. I have been with about five guys that were selling drugs or doing drugs and plus they were drinking and they were trouble makers too. The other three guys liked to drink. When I met the out of the state guy he was drinking and he was really embarrassed about it. He accepted me being in a resource room. I got teased all my life for my learning disability. People would make fun of the way I looked and talked, but this out of state is crazy for me. I did send him naughty pictures and he did the same, but we were dating for a long time. We feel in love way before we started getting sexual with each other, so thankful I didn't blow it. He is everything that I want and I am every thing he wants too. He says nice things about me. The exgirlfriend's mom said they were married and I talked to Herr, but she never answered me, but they had a child together. The brother lied to me. The brother said I hope he treats you better than he treated my sister. He told me right away that he lived with her for seven years, so I didn't believe them. She ran off yo be with her family and I think she met other guys too. When he found put I was with Buddy Harris then he was chasing me. He called my grandma to reach me. He sent me sweet messages, but I got deleted controlling Buddy too. He told me I miss your voice, so I listen to your voice messages because I miss you. He is a sweet guy. I was not ready to settle down with him because it was to fast, so I dated other guys, but they were cheaters and liars, but that is what I get. I was with an abusive man and he talked me through it. I helped him get over his ex girlfriend because I just listened to him and gave him advice like he did for me. He wants to be more than friends. We use to read bible verses over the phone and that turned me on. He wanted to learn all about my faith in God and that turned me on too. He turns me on because I know he would be a good father because he has a son. He tells me sweet things everyday. I went to visit him, but we didn't have much time together. I think I am done here. Leave comments for me.

i FEEL THE SAME!! like.... WHERE iS HE? :(

oh Feather. How nice that sounds. Gosh. Woe is Glen. I am Glen. 51 and married I must confess. I suffer from depression and poverty and mostly lack of love. How I yearn to find someone just as a friend who will dry my tears as I will hopefully dry her tears too. I would love to be friends and hope to hear from you. feel free to message me. Even though I am 51 I still feel I would be an awsome friend. GLEN

I absolutely love this!!! I am married and I don't feel this way about my husband. He is not a good listener and when he does listen he is judgemental. I had a man like this once....but i had to let him go. This bring memories. Thank you for sharing.

@ CynicalDreamer: Yup...I hope it's not so rare that I can't find it eventually...or at least something just as satisfying. <br />
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@ usaboo4: Thanks for commenting, and welcome to EP! Sure, I imagine cheaters and weirdos and all manner of net predators are lurking around trying to find people; the key may be to simply not use this site for romance. I haven't up 'til now, and wouldn't unless I got to know someone for quite a long time first, and in 2 years here I haven't had my heart broken or any particularly nasty surprises about people or anything. Just be careful and I'm sure you can find plenty of good things about EP.

sounds perfect to me, and definitely a rarity.

Very well I shall compromise Movies AND anime it is :P

Ah yes, anime too. Can't believe I didn't put that, lol. Movies AND anime, that's the best.

T_T That's exactly how I feel. Except I would change "watch movies with you" to "watch anime with you" :P

This sounds like alot of fun,I would like to have someone in my life that I could do those things with.

You've put into words something that is so profound, something that many of us still seek.

Well obviously I'm focusing more on the lover aspect here, lol. I want to be with someone forever, a soulmate, who's also my best friend by extension. I don't just want to make out with any random best friend, lol.