I Had It Once, So I Refuse to Settle For Anything Less

Slade was my first lover (consentual) and my best friend. He totally got me! He made me a better person by loving me. He was and will always be my first love. My true love. I miss him, but am thankful for the time I had with him. I also know that I won't settle for anything less than what I had with him. I'd rather be alone with his memory, then with someone who can't make me feel like I'm loved for me, warts and all. :)

Jadyn *j*

Sylverwynd Sylverwynd
31-35, F
3 Responses Apr 13, 2008

i had a best friend lover to and now were broke up he hates my guts and wants nothing to do with me its been two years and i still cant let go im starting to believe i never will :(

I too also had a best friend lover and the skies needed him to be an angel and a best friend to all. I know that by making myself familiar with his angel wings he will send me another to keep me from being alone in this walk of life. And like you he also will love my warts and all...MY late husband was a dream come true... he was funny ,kind , caring , considerate,generous, and put me first. He carried my heart cupped in his hands and kept me from the hardness of living. Inasmuch I did him also , we were the match made in heaven and still 3and a half yrs. later I have never even come close to finding the right person. You see whomever it is has some very big shoes to fill. So if anyone here knows of someone that would like to try let TAPO know.

What happened to him?