I thought that I had loved before but I don't think I ever have. I always have had my boyfriend and my best friend. But I want a lover that can be my best friend as well. I want someone I can tell everything to and not be afraid to tell them anything. I need someone who will love me for me and suppose me with my flaws and weaknesses. I want to fall in love and be held every day. I want to be loved unconditionally. I want a transcendental bond.