is it too much to ask for a little romance in my life.
I am beautiful yet I never had any relationships with men.
I really want someone to love me, I have all those dreams and ideas of how sweet it can be.
I am very nice and I think all of the time how wonderful it must be when I see girls talking about their lovers and such.
why can't I have that? why is it so hard for any one to find me worthy of romance?
I don't know exactly the reason why. it might be that my family was too strict, it could be my personality.
but now I am in my early 20s and i am very lonely.
whenever I think a man is interested he never approaches me .
I am an artist, I like to paint. men usually admire that ability about me, they think I am something else, but once they get to know me they don't like me.
I am not desperate, but I feel that I am missing something in my life. No one ever talked romantically with me.
there must be something wrong with me.