I Want To Have Romance

is it too much to ask for a little romance in my life.

I am beautiful yet I never had any relationships with men.

I really want someone to love me, I have all those dreams and ideas of how sweet it can be.

I am very nice and I think all of the time how wonderful it must be when I see girls talking about their lovers and such.

why can't I have that? why is it so hard for any one to find me worthy of romance?

I don't know exactly the reason why. it might be that my family was too strict, it could be my personality.

but now I am in my early 20s and i am very lonely.

whenever I think a man is interested he  never approaches me .

I am an artist, I like to paint. men usually admire that ability about me, they think I am something else, but once they get to know me they don't like me.

I am not desperate, but I feel that I am missing something in my life. No one ever talked romantically with me.

there must be something wrong with me.