Wouldn't It Be Great!

I would love to have a new group of friend in rl, one different than my regular life, for the girl in my to hang out with. A nice mixed group of friends who I could hang out with as a girl, or who we could go out to dinner with, or movies, and they would all know that under my boring clothing I am probably wearing something soft and sexy. A group of friends who know without me being actually out. We could vacation together, maybe rent a sail boat and cruise the Sunset Coast or Gulf Islands together, me in my bathingsuit.
But alas, I am too shy even as me. damned insecurity. But I will always keep dreaming and hoping. :) Never give up.
Aeslyn Aeslyn
36-40, T
3 Responses May 20, 2012

Best of luck to you in your desire for a group of friends to be your other half.<br />
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I have a friend who has been open about cross-dressing in the past, but I have found that he no longer shares that with us after the first time. The first visit in a dress was a slight surprise, but when they found out we accepted both versions, we never ended up seeing her again. I've never been sure exactly if maybe we didn't make her feel welcome, or if he was only trying to get a rise out of people, as he is known to do.<br />
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I, however, wish you were a local so that I could have been the first of that new group of friends you want. As you already seem to know though, always keep hoping and never give up.<br />
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Sharing a secret is something that brings people together, and with a secret dream like that to share, I feel I want to share one in return. This secret I've never told, even to my closest friends, but I suppose with anonymity, it becomes easier to do so. I've often found myself more attracted to boys who look and dress as girls than to girls in general, and the girls I'm drawn to and have dated in the past tend to be more of tomboys than not. Sometimes I think it's a bit weird that I'm drawn to a cute cross-dresser over a normal girl, but I can't help but feel they're being more true to their inner-self, and that just sparks my spirit in a way that I can't understand myself.<br />
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I've never approached anyone about it before, and like you, I am far to insecure to share a secret like that with even my closest friends, so I can understand where you come from, and I wanted to share that with you in a hope that you might know that you have to put yourself out there to be accepted by people for who you area inside. That's what you did here, and I hope you find people who accept you.

Fabulous sweetie<br />
Hugs<br />

Such a place exists? I must find it...<br />
Would actually love to start some type of group but I do not know the people.