Never Let It Go, Not For Anyone.

I had it. It was too soon. but now it's too late. I had it, but I had to let it go.

 I don't miss her anymore. Just the feeling. That untouchable, unconditional, natural high. That beautiful, unbreakable feeling. The only thing that blocks everything out. It's like you're at the highest point, and you can jump off, and it'll catch you, it'll save you. And then when you take it away, you're pushed off that point, and you fall, you're just falling, and nothing is going to break that fall, nothing. And you knew that when you were there, at the top, but when you don't have that anymore, and you're falling, you reach out, hopelessly, trying to grab hold off anything you can, just to stop falling, and everything you touch, just ricochets off you, and anything you hold, just crumbles to nothing. And you keep trying, until you see the ground catching up with you, thats when you stop trying, and just wait.

I hit the ground, fate intervened at the last minute, and the fall didn't kill me, I don't really know how to describe it now, as I just don't know where I am, I'm lost, just walking on the ground, aimlessly. I never intended to be here.

Well, thats the best way I can describe what it feels like to lose what you're all looking for. So when you find that love, don't ever let it go, wherever you find it. And after everything, I still wouldn't change a thing, it's still better to love and lose than never to have loved at all. Thats how pure it is.

Zarfo Zarfo
Feb 11, 2010