Rant

i need something more. some sort of reason to really live...instead of just waiting to die. im told that im a negative person but maybe its not really that im negative. maybe its just that i recognize that my only reason to live has died and gone. idk maybe we only get one reason to live and once its gone its gone. you dont get another chance. or maybe its just that i havent allowed myself to find another reason...in fear that it would make my original reason worthless. idk. what i do know is that she is gone and nothing will ever be the same without her.
thereaperfollows thereaperfollows
22-25
Aug 7, 2010