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Always Wanted To Be Female

Hey guys its Autumn and deep down ive always wanted to be a girl. See my dad got remarried when i was 8 and my step sister (shes a year older) has so many wonderful clothes. Well one day me and my friends were playing truth or dare and my frirnd dared me to goad dress like my sister. Well i did and i acted like a hated it but inside of me was screaming about how much i loved it. Well as the years went by i keep wearing my sisters clothes and only my step mom knows. Well i found this site a few weeks ago andlved it and i have now discovered that i was meant to be female. So when i get the money, and tell all my family members. I will be getting a sex change. :)
AutumnCD AutumnCD 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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yes i have always wanted to have an sex change to since i was in my very early teens in my school years i really fancied this boy in my class room he was so so hansom and his name was mark alight and he lived on a farm not fair from Hartley Whitney i do not think no one ever know that i fancied mark alight but i did and at play times between class i never played boy games i would always play girls games like hop scotch and skipping and handstands and cartwheels and so on and i got bulled a lot at school because of this. when i was old enough and had enough courage to see a doctor to tail them that i really really want to have an sex change on me so that i could live my life happily as a girl for ever after, i then went on to see lots more doctors to tail them that i really really want to have an sex change on me so that i could live my life happily as a girl for ever after, they then said that i have got gender id problems of being in the wrong sex id meaning that i fault like i was really a girl but looked like a boy, i then went on seeing more doctors at a gender id clinic in London for testes so that they could give me the right strength hormone tablets to change the shape of my body and to stop all my heir growing on my body and to make me start growing my breasts, all was going so well for 2 to 3 years still taking all the hormones they could me, until i had to a pair in court on several occasions and i missed 2 doctors appointments i did ring the gender id clinic that i could not make it to the appointments because i had to a pair in the court on those days, but they did dot take that in to consideration and stooped giving me my hormone tables because i had missed 2 doctors appointments which i fault it was very unfair of them by doing that because after all i did tail them i could not make the appointments and a very good reasons why i could not make it to the appointments but they would bot lesson to me so i was foisted to carry on taking my hormone tablets by ordering the hormone tablets from the internet sits and casting me a lot of money in doing so, my breasts are quite diverted now and growing and getting bigger all the time witch i am very glad to say and filing more like a girl every and wearing all the girls cloths i like the look of them and i wear nothing else but girls cloths now and i fail happy and comfortable of wearing girls clothing but i still find it hard to get the right sized girls cloths at fit me and happy in doing so of wearing the girls as much as i can to fail as much like a girl as pozaball. and now i am at the point where i just wont to have my sex changed so i can fail even more like a girl and even more happier with my life of being a girl that i have always wonted cents my very early teens, that i am failing so so very very desperate about having my sex changed that i would do anything and every thing positional of having my sex changed because i am so so very very desperate of getting it done to me, even if i had get lone to doing so and having large det to pay off back because i do not have the money to pay for my sex change. can any one help me and give advice on how i can go about having my sex changed because i am desperate of getting it done and over with once and all making hole fully like a girl as poser-bull with lots of love and kindness, my boys name was Tony Kester and my girls name is Veronica Castal XxXxXxXx i hope i will here from some of you very soon.

yes i have always wanted to have an sex change to since i was in my very early teens in my school years i really fancied this boy in my class room he was so so hansom and his name was mark alight and he lived on a farm not fair from Hartley Whitney i do not think no one ever know that i fancied mark alight but i did and at play times between class i never played boy games i would always play girls games like hop scotch and skipping and handstands and cartwheels and so on and i got bulled a lot at school because of this. when i was old enough and had enough courage to see a doctor to tail them that i really really want to have an sex change on me so that i could live my life happily as a girl for ever after, i then went on to see lots more doctors to tail them that i really really want to have an sex change on me so that i could live my life happily as a girl for ever after, they then said that i have got gender id problems of being in the wrong sex id meaning that i fault like i was really a girl but looked like a boy, i then went on seeing more doctors at a gender id clinic in London for testes so that they could give me the right strength hormone tablets to change the shape of my body and to stop all my heir growing on my body and to make me start growing my breasts, all was going so well for 2 to 3 years still taking all the hormones they could me, until i had to a pair in court on several occasions and i missed 2 doctors appointments i did ring the gender id clinic that i could not make it to the appointments because i had to a pair in the court on those days, but they did dot take that in to consideration and stooped giving me my hormone tables because i had missed 2 doctors appointments which i fault it was very unfair of them by doing that because after all i did tail them i could not make the appointments and a very good reasons why i could not make it to the appointments but they would bot lesson to me so i was foisted to carry on taking my hormone tablets by ordering the hormone tablets from the internet sits and casting me a lot of money in doing so, my breasts are quite diverted now and growing and getting bigger all the time witch i am very glad to say and filing more like a girl every and wearing all the girls cloths i like the look of them and i wear nothing else but girls cloths now and i fail happy and comfortable of wearing girls clothing but i still find it hard to get the right sized girls cloths at fit me and happy in doing so of wearing the girls as much as i can to fail as much like a girl as pozaball. and now i am at the point where i just wont to have my sex changed so i can fail even more like a girl and even more happier with my life of being a girl that i have always wonted cents my very early teens, that i am failing so so very very desperate about having my sex changed that i would do anything and every thing positional of having my sex changed because i am so so very very desperate of getting it done to me, even if i had get lone to doing so and having large det to pay off back because i do not have the money to pay for my sex change. can any one help me and give advice on how i can go about having my sex changed because i am desperate of getting it done and over with once and all making hole fully like a girl as poser-bull with lots of love and kindness, my boys name was Tony Kester and my girls name is Veronica Castal XxXxXxXx i hope i will here from some of you very soon.

hey autumn im 30 years old and i wear girls clothes and i want a sex change cuz i do everything a girl does how do i go through with it

i need to talk to people about it

From the first time I can remember ive always wanted to be a girl. Everyday of my life im reminded that im a man. I dont recognize myself in the mirror. I feel like a freak.
Last year I told my wife that I wanted to transation, she told me that she loved me, that though she liked me the way I am if I really wanted to be a woman, that she supported me all the way. Now she helps me pick out my clothes, fix my hair and is even helping me become more feminine.
I encourage anyone who wants to transation to speak with your spouse or girl or boy friend. If they truly love you for you not just what you are rather than who you are, then your probebly with the wrong person.

.You are so lucky to have an understanding sister and mother. When I was caught by my sister I admitted to her that I wanted to be a girl. I cried and bore my soul to her and asked her not to tell our mom and asked if she would help me. She not only said she would help me she admmitted some secret she had. Her secret was untrue. She went to our mother told her she wanted a lock on her door and why. That night my mom found my sisters slip in my room and proceed in front of guests to call me a fairy, ******, sissy and every other foul name she could think of forcing me to put on the slip which I refused to do. I wanted to be a girl more than before but did not give her the satisfaction of demeaning me again. I live with that pain even today, So you are lucky. billieanne james

I find the response by both your sister and mother to be completely deplorable! ....especially by your mother to aggressively humiliate and hurt you so much in front of guests even. I hope they were as sickened by her demeaning of you as much as you felt hurt by her words and attempt to make you wear that slip. To me that borders on child abuse, and certainly is from a psychological standpoint.

Unfortunately such reactions can not only be damaging while a youth at home, but last for a lifetime. For some, like myself, who got a far milder rebuke when I tried to tell my mother, it caused me to not visit my parents very much after I left home to go to college, and beyond. Sadly they both died not knowing the real me, and I wasn't even informed of their deaths by my siblings so I could attend either of their funerals. Which now I hold as an big rift with my brother who didn't call me that either of them were ill or near death (no doubt so he would inherent most of whatever money would be divided amongst the kids). And since he acted all "put-out" when I did finally tell him I was TS and now fully a woman (he was around 50 y/o at the time ...I don't give crappola about him or his family!

So parents and family need to know that negative reactions regarding someone coming out to them as TG or TS can leave life-long bad feelings and harm their relationships forever!

And for the trans-person it causes huge emotional/mental damage and puts kids and young adults especially more at risk of them using self-numbing (drugs, alcohol abuse, etc.) methods or even suicide.

And any rejection often delays needed treatment for a trans-person past the point of allowing for an easier transition physically as well, such as using hormone blockers, and active ones, during teenage years). All which affects how successfully their belated social transition might be for them. My negative parents caused my transition to be delayed until in my 30s and then beyond. If I had been allowed to start my transition in my teen years it all would have been so much better all around!

So I feel your lingering pain, and the long-term harm done to your trans-life!

I hope you see your dream come true

Go sweetie! Make sure it's what you really want, and go for it!

OMG IT grate that you know who you are and ike you i just found thi sites last week. good luck with everything and i have found a few fast but true freinds. that have encuraged me. and if you need a friend like other have to me i wold like to offer freinds hsip and and open mind good luck girl

Oooh such a wonderfull xperience so have met a guy...

I agree with Kaylee that living full time in your female persona first before you have the surgery. I don't think a surgeon would do the opereation unless you have lived for a while as female. Just know there are a lot of us girls here to help you on your way.

Wow! We have walked a similar path from an early age, but even now at 20 as i live full time as a girl, I struggle with the idea of haivng surgery. Don't you think you might want to live full time in your female persona before you decide on such a drastic change?